My heart feels like it's freezing
My brain says there's a reason
But my mind can't make it out
My hand makes sense of this
As it turns into a fist
And my voice wants to speak out loud
But when you look at me that way
My legs tell me not to stay
So I turn around
Eyes fixed on the ground
You make me feel dumb
My feelings are numb
I want to hide
I'll just stay inside
Where I can dream of a situation
In which I uphold a conversation
But you know that your words can hurt
So you stare
And you stall
But it really cuts the deepest, I swear
When you say nothing at all
My heart feels like it's freezing
My brain says there's a reason
But my mind can't make it out
My hand makes sense of this
As it turns into a fist
And my voice wants to speak out loud
But when you look at me that way
My legs tell me not to stay
So I turn around
Eyes fixed on the ground
You make me feel dumb
My feelings are numb
I want to hide
I'll just stay inside
Where I can dream of a situation
In which I uphold a conversation
But you know that your words can hurt
So you stare
And you stall
But it really cuts the deepest, I swear
When you say nothing at all
when we were together
those were the best times of my life
it was fun and all but
I don't think I was ready to be in a relationship
I mean I liked you and I wanted to be in one
but I didn't know how
so I kinda just waited
and let you take control of everything
and like.. that was fine for me..
I thought that was a relationship
I thought it was okay that way
and I mean..
you were with me so long that I just thought it would stay that way
but I didn't know that you were suffering so bad
and I'm sorry for all the hardships I put you throughand I'm sorry I was so unappreciative of everything you did for me